Why do i feel like crying now. I was so happy just now. I know what im doing is just so wrong. I feel too confused. Im so silly. I cant make up my mind & its so freaking making me afraid. Bring me to my senses, somebody. I wish time would stop. If so, pls stop when i was still up there mid air. 'cause it was so peaceful & beautiful. i know, i know. im so selfish