9:50 PM

I really want this week to pass quickly. I wanna finish my uccd proj quickly, so i can study for my pscm test. & i wanna take my pscm test quickly so i can study for my rwps test. Then i wanna take my rwps test quickly so i can get my ass to town and SHOP. Hello, hasnt anyone noticed it is the Great Singapore Sales and the damn school is piling loads of tests and projects on us.

This is so so sad. I really want that pair of heels from Aldo, and Forever21 isnt having any sales plus they dont have the top i want, Topshop's clothes which i dont fancy the collection now and Zara i havent stepped in it for ages. Why am i so freaking broke and poor and cash-less. I feel so upset!

12:26 AM
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School is taking my life away. Fortunately, i have 3 weeks of holiday after this :D Which reminds me, i really really wanna go to the states. Aw man. I think i wont be going overseas cause my sisters working. The furthest we go will prolly be Bangkok. Thats better than nothing.

Life's still good with lovely friends. & one KOALA. :))

Love till later.

6:13 PM
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Firstly,

Sweet's turned 18 :) But still, shes as lovable as ever. She still gives me sudden hugs that are like so violent and yet funny. Shes like a washing machine ehs, hugs me suddenly from anywhere and starts trembling. Cute. So we all went down to Marche yesterday for some belated celebration. Saw many people whom i havent seen in ages and it was nice.

Ah yes, we headed down to marina square where i totally went mad in topshop, wanting to try everything. I havent been out proper shopping for a long long time. Ask me out, people. Im longing very much for shoppin sprees.

Im going to my cousins wedding dinner later on. LOVELY! :) I love weddings. Gotta run.

4:36 PM
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I so love talking to joanne dear. She makes me feel like i can overcome anything. forget everything and let go. I hope i can hold on, long enough.

:) You're the best, sweet.

12:02 AM
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9:34 AM
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I swear school is so gonna kill me. Plus, the weather is so making everything worse. I had my fma test today, and i made a stupid mistake which will cost me dont know how many bloody marks. Its such a total waste of my time, waking up early and skipping lectures to study. FUCKING HELL. Tomorrow, i have my tourism test. 9 lectures = 9 fucking topics = 3/4 of the lecture book = fucking dead. Greatt. Life is so lovely, aint it?



My head hurts like hell & i still gotta study. I am in such a bad mood. Im pissed. So pissed that if u come and irritate me, i promise i'll bite your freaking head off.

8:16 PM
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I watched Poseidon two nights ago. I think its a fab show. My heart was like beating so fast throughout. I dont know why, but watching the show made me sad deep inside. The dead bodies are like so freaky. and gross. Being electrocuted, burnt and drowned. Yikes. My heart just *ouched plus that weird feeling in my tummy.

In all, it was a great show la. & i felt so super duper upset after watching it :(
Overly-engrossed, i guess.

Oh man, HRM today, then FMA on thurs and PTH on friday. When can i get some shopping done?!?! Im so gonna be hysterical.

10:40 PM
3 danced

This time i feel its different. I try so hard not to, i cant help but to believe what u say is true. Especially the moment u look into my eyes, and brush my hair away and take my hand. I thought i could read your mind. I thought everything would be fine. I thought u would go back to being just you.

My heart still aches, everytime u kiss me goodbye.

6:02 PM
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I have so many projects to do, and so many tests to study. Yet, i slowly packed my room and bathed and sat down. Then, I started to take out my earrings, dump those which i wont wear anymore. & counted my remaining earrings. I have 15 pairs! Not alot though, but im sure it will increase slowly.

Im sick. and im afraid that my throat will find some way to kill itself
:(
I wanna shop.

9:20 PM
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5:50 PM
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I just put down the phone with sweet. Chatted with for almost 2 hours. & i missed that feeling of her sitting beside me everyday in school. I miss chatting with her non-stop. I really mean non-stop, its a wonder how we find so much to talk about. And then we talked about how we wanted our 18th birthdays to be like. Our dream 18. It suddenly occurred to me im gonna be 18 soon, no longer 17, 2 years away from sec school. I hate growing up. Its something that has always been bugging me since young. I have no idea how my birthday this year would be. I dont wanna celebrate. (do i?)


Today i was happy. & then i was upset again. I was reminded of how love was just a game, and u were a player never meant to stay.

1:04 AM
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I think im such a kuku. I feel so much like im trying to end myself up in the hospital. My throats bad, and its never gonna get better. Cause i ate chicken rice and Shihlin's crispy chicken. Like wth. Im already sick enough (yes?). I dont want this weekend to come. Please? I dont wanna shut myself up and study when im not feeling perfectly alright. Joanne gave me a hug today! I heart u baby :D


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U know u're everything i need & i could never see
The two of us apart.
& u know i'd give myself to you and no matter what u do,
i promise u my heart.


Still one of my fave songs :)
Allow me to escape, from the cruel hands of reality.
I need that few minutes more of denial.

10:04 PM
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1:50 PM
2 danced

Anyhows, i've been going out for the past few days and thats good. Its everything that i need. I hate zara! I cant wear their size S which is a teeny bit too big for me. Aw man, i really loved it. I shall save up my moolahs for GSS :)

Im so scared cause FMA CA is next thurs and i know nuts bout it. I have tutorials, projects and CAs. Im so so dead.

10:45 PM
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Life has been so meaningless for the past week. Every single night, i sleep no earlier than 2am and wake up no later than 6.30am. I go to school, sit through lectures, take the train home, shop online and sleep.

Today was even worse, i slept and wake up, slept again and woke up again. Went to town at 7 to meet joanne, i was late like usual. Sorry dear, i just had to eat abit at home to please my grandma. :) Anyhows, the bikinis are on sale at quiksilver and joannes getting it. Haha, I still like the one i saw at ps but im not going to buy it cause it costs 65 bucks for the bikini top ONLY. Im too broke. I added 2 new pairs of earrings to my collection. Bought one for 20 bucks online and another for 7 bucks today at f21. So cheap and i like. Im so beginning to cut down on my spending - only to save up for the GSS right, joanne? Ha ha.

Oh yes, i was at the f21 shop alone today when a guy came to approach me and told me to go outside with him for dont-know-what. Freaky. He was like saying he wasnt selling anything, and wanted to talk to me outside zara. I was like thinking, hurh wisma doesnt even have zara can. So i just shook my head again and walked away. But he was quite good-looking.

We headed down to clarke quay at nine plus for dinner. Had salad, fries and a couple of drinks at Brewerks, like again! I had Lesson No. 4 today. I will remember everything joanne said and keep reminding myself. Love yongqi too, cause shes going out with me on sunday! Hooray.

Today i drank, i listened, i cried, i remembered, i understood. Soon, i will get over it. All thanks to loveliest friends. :) I HEART U ALL, LOVELIES.

1:12 AM
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I would give up anything at all. Anything at all to undo everything.


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The night was so beautiful when u told me of "forever"
I believed "forever" really was forever
Now, i know theres nothing like forever. I was silly to believe so.

all of a sudden,
i wished so much for the first day we fell in love.

7:21 PM
2 danced

:(

11:08 AM
1 danced

Oh yay. I finally got my heels and the white shorts. However, im upset cause the tanning trip has been postponed again! Doesnt anyone wants to go tan?!?! Pretty pleasee.

6:14 PM
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OMFG, i think im gonna get a heart attack and die!! theres a lomo spree and i've been wanting my coloursplash and actionsampler flash since last Nov. But im too broke to even afford one of them! HELPS. Now, I want the Colour Flash Holga too! what am i going to do.

9:01 PM
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You said

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You & I never had an easy time.
We had to work so hard and eveytime we both thought we were gonna make it,
we fall apart.
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I know it boy. I know it so well.
But u were the one who tore it apart, time and again
Now tell me, what is forever? What is love?

2:06 PM
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Friday is always so happy yet unhappy :X

Happy because:

I get to finish school at 1
Eat at fc4 or other fc with yongqi, yixiang and yingling ( 3 Y's)
(for today only) I received 2 of my long awaited items in the mail!

Unhappy because:

I hatehatehate very hate to reach home so early at 2 plus.
I dont have lectures with my '07 peeps
I hate HRM tutorials
Everyone else ends late and thus i have to take train alone
Theres no break time at all from 8am to 1pm
blah blah

So in conclusion, its unhappy Fridays :(
But still i am really so super happy to get my bangle and tee in the mail! But i think i will be happier if i got my bertie sunnies in the mail. I wonder why its taking so long. Aye. But on a happier note, im meeting joanne later on prolly to get shoes. I just paid 7 bucks for postage for my heels i ordered. I dont know of i should get that pair of wedges?

Love until later <3

4:01 PM
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I am in an extremely bad mood today. Partly cause today is the 4th. & the other reason, i shant say so much. Yingling, kelvin and me caught "When a stranger calls" today. Its been years since i last watched any horror or thriller movies. Yl and me were like freaked out can. Dinner at MacDonalds with kelvin and we headed home.

argh.

9:33 PM
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ah yes, today has proven that this is indeed a small small world.
I met my form teacher in sec4 who also happens to be my chemistry teacher. I havent seen her for ages though and im so surprised she smiled and waved at me. Cause i can remember so clearly that she hates edwin. But its no surprise, which teacher doesnt hate him. *rolls eyes.

& i just saw something else which im quite surprised. small small world eh?

3:42 PM
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3:00 PM
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let's run off to the makebelieve world




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