I am after all, a changed person.


& i know it so well, how bad all these boozing has been doing to me.

1:21 AM
0 danced

I did have hell lot of fun last night. Jugs of vodka and beer, tequila shots and of course not forgetting my sea breeze. The cam whoring, the dance floor we created for ourselves at ChinaOne, the fucking cute caucasian who just wanted a one night stand with me. My god. Last night was absolute love

Luckily i woke up on time for the last day of work today, which i am very upset to say. I dint realised how much i like working at wisma till today. I dint wanna go home at 7pm, i cant imagine not wearing my g star uniform. Even more sadly, my armani no. 2 will be working for the last time tomorrow. I cant believe he actually told me yesterday that would be the last time i see him around (since he knew i dont work on Mondays). Also, i dint get a chance to tell no.1 today that its my last day. I am so gonna miss him i know. Hopefully, i'll be going back in September :) & i'll definitely drop by g star every now and then. I love the new jeans!

Goodnight darlings.

11:36 PM
0 danced

Okay, so tell me which dad would want to use your girly dkny perfume & argue with u for Her World, Female, Cleo and Stlye and whatsoever magazines? Which dad would stay up late just in case u need a ride home in his car after weekend affairs? My dad does so. Plus, he fetches me to work whenever i request him to and buy brekkie for me the moment he wakes up so i wont go to work with an empty stomach.

He is still so willing to come fetch me even though i stood him up again and again. When i asked him to come fetch me tonight, he said it was his pleasure :) In the end, i went out with joanne so i stood him up again. Yet, he still came down to town just now before midnight cause i needed a ride home after some drinks. Worried that i might be hungry, he cooked noodles for me when we reached home. &Tomorrow morning, hes fetching me to work again. Hurray.

I am happy and thankful i have a wonderful dad like him.

12:52 AM
3 danced

1:35 PM
0 danced

I watched Pirates of the Caribbean, like after so so long. Orlando Bloom is love! (& hot!)

11:15 PM
1 danced

Last night totally drained all the energy outta me.

It was work first in the morning till evening. Then shopping around in town, having my dinner and drinks at Giraffe (yes, finally!), heading down to Marina Square for the midnight sales, and then down to Esplanade with the intention of having fondue. Haha. But in the end, yixiang, kelvin and me ended up at Harrys bar for drinks. :) its really becoming a weekly affair. & a lovely one indeed. & today im off to work again for the morning shift. I wanted to stab myself the moment my alarm rang :X

Now i have to do the dumbest report in this world and im so so fucking tired. This school life is driving me crazy.



& joanne, you are indeed a bad girl. how could u not call me?!

11:46 PM
1 danced

8:41 AM
1 danced

Dont keep me hanging on helplessly
I hate it when memories replay in my mind like an old broken tape

10:55 AM
1 danced

I swear that right now at this moment, i totally regret sleeping through all the fma lectures. I am seriously seriously going to flunk my test tomorrow.

12:21 AM
2 danced

After so long, i feel the tears roll down my cheeks again.

love doesnt work this way. take a look at youself and see what u have turned into. u are no longer the pretty face u used to be.

6:31 PM

So anyway, it was peter's birthday a couple of days ago and he bought us cake from Bakerzín which is really nice. I got my cookies and cream cake while ivan had his mango and peter had tiramisu.

I dint manage to take a picture of the tiramisu one cause peter ate it up already. Anyway, its really nice :D & before i eat up the last 2 japanese dolls..

Argh. I have been screwing up my life every single day :(

I know u love me,

but love isnt to me what it is to u

6:24 PM
0 danced

My parents are back from Japan. & my dad sure had fun telling me everything they did/saw there. Im so jealous. Plus, they got us nothing except tidbits like chocolate, and japanese doll biscuits. Kawaii~

Even the wrapper looks so pretty like origami paper. Aw man. Okays im going off to work now. Sayonara!

I miss u seanie.

11:30 AM
0 danced

I miss u already

12:54 AM
0 danced

I just bought another pair of birks. I really dont think my pay is enough for my ridiculous shopping spendings. Plus, im gonna stop work in august and i dont know if they will re-hire me in sept :( I am so going to miss my armani no. 1, 2 and 3 :( Boohoo. But i saw no. 1 and 3 today. teehee.

So i went down to town after school today, and then to Icon. It was such a disappointment please. Nothing much there except for the dresses at exorbitant prices. I could get an exact dress online for 20 bucks and they are selling it there at 54 bucks!? Hell. But the steamboat there looks good though, should go try it someday. But they had this little shop selling all the It bags and was totally cool. I want a brown leather bag. Camel brown is nice.

I have been totally lacking of sleep for these past two weeks and its making me mad. Like i knocked my head the other day while talking to joanne, and dropping a parcel into the mailbox without putting a stamp! ARGH. how dumb :X


i am overspending. like shit.

10:26 PM
1 danced

Today's the last day im working with Angela, so sad :( Work was more of her telling us gross movies she watched. Its gonna be more boring without her at work since we often self entertain and do stupid things.

But i really love work though, with my Armani No.1 and 2. haha. work is a joy seeing them walk past every now and then. Too bad exams are in Aug and i gotta stop work (temporarily i hope).

10:55 PM
0 danced

11:31 PM
0 danced

why dont people ever learn to cherish and be proud of whatever they have? It just makes me feel so sad.

11:08 PM
0 danced

A little too late but still...





won the World Cup 2006. I knew it :D

2:30 PM
0 danced

My life is so fucking boring not because i dont have a boyfriend but because i have no strangers to play with. Okay, maybe its also partly because i dont have a boyfriend to entertain me but who cares.

I spend all my weekends at work now and im pretty upset because im dying to go to chinatown and arab street. Plus, tanning and shopping. MY PARENTS WENT TO JAPAN WITHOUT ME!!! actually i could have went there if i wanted to, but stupid me decided not to go because they are only going to Hokkaido and for one week. How dumb. My dad still owes me my Bangkok trip so im probably going to stop work for a month (if possible) or else, i'll never ever have the time to go.


Not being 18 sucks. i have been denied entry into clubs/pubs for 3 bloody three times. Please tell me where do i not look like 18?! :(


p.s i saw a very pretty chanel bag today!

11:17 PM
3 danced

China one will never be the same without sean. Although eric's still there, but. I think seanie boy is still better.

:(

11:51 AM
0 danced

Its freaking 1.40am. I should be sleeping cause im waking up at 6am later. But all im doing is talking to justin about how we should slit our wrists. Oh yes, i want to draw a rainbow on mine - using a penknife.


So tell me more about beautiful suicides

1:41 AM
5 danced

fucking liar

12:36 AM
0 danced

i dont want to cry right now. its far too tiring. I know its the song, that makes me cry everytime u sing to me over the phone.



see, i said its good to spend every night getting myself drunk.
or perhaps a vacation as a healthier alternative.

11:05 PM
0 danced

I think i really can let go of u now.

7:49 PM
0 danced

Boozing and working for three nights over the weekend is tiring. Its made me mad. I woke up at 7.40am today when i was supposed to wake up at 6.15am. The best thing was, i thought it was 6.40am when i woke up. my god. Chilled at alleybar last night with my newly found friend. It was nice chatting and stuff :)

Im blogging again in school now, while trying hard to do my project. Whats new? Projects are the bestest thing that ever happened in my life.

5:16 PM
2 danced

fuck. i cant believe england lost.


//11.15am

can someone tell me why did brazIL LOST?!?!!?! i cant believe man. my dear kaka. wth. now i dont even feel like going to work.

2:21 AM
0 danced

When i sober up, reality hits me even harder.

8:51 AM
0 danced

1:16 AM
0 danced

let's run off to the makebelieve world




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