Wednesday, February 28
I dont believe in anything anymore. No, not even the good ones.
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Sunday, February 25
this, is my new year. well at least part of it.
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what have i done?
i've never hated myself this much
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Saturday, February 24
So i got fucking wasted last night and reached home 4 hours later than i am supposed to. tearing the skin on my index finger just to keep myself more sober and screaming like a crazy bitch. i think drinking has made me psychotic. the feeling sucks and i havent gotten over the alcohol even till now. seriously, i need to quit drinking already. i dont like this feeling at all when i totally lose all control of myself. I dont even know what the fuck i am doing.
im scaring myself. oh, & im terrible sorry to ones who had to carry a freaking drunkard in and out of the cab and lifting me off the ground.
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Monday, February 19
When i am feeling lousy enough, sick and tired. You make it worse, so much worse.
Sometimes, i'd really like to ask: Where did your heart go to?
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Friday, February 16
I want!!
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Tuesday, February 13
The fruit combo wasn't really what i expected since im bloody allergic to kiwi and bananas aint exactly my fave food. I was thinking apples, and marshmallows and ... i dont know. anything but kiwi and bananas. I went shopping only for 2 hours which really dint felt like shopping at all!!! Rushing everywhere just to get new heels and i dint even get to go zara. I need more stuff, somehow, i am lacking of more than a bag and i dont have anyone to go shopping with. i want more clothes.
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Wednesday, February 7
Finally. I need the sleep i missed for the past week, but that will have to wait till tomorrow cause im excited about going out later. 1 pathetic month of staying home every night already. whoopeee.
I dont know if i've been thinking too much about the way things are right now. Feeling the way i should not be feeling and trusting my intuition too much. All these makes me feel awfully upset. Im guessing half of things and i dont know reasons for it. I am too old for this shit, or rather i'd seen enough of all these. Give and take, live and let live. We should all be happy, personal issues aside.
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Tuesday, February 6
I am thinking..
victoriassecret.com
eyeliner
spending money on gorgeous clothes
heels
lots of shopping
bags
the usual f21/topshop
gorgeous clothes
gorgeous clothes
gorgeous clothes
I really just want to go and shop.
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