
I just put down the phone with sweet. Chatted with for almost 2 hours. & i missed that feeling of her sitting beside me everyday in school. I miss chatting with her non-stop. I really mean non-stop, its a wonder how we find so much to talk about. And then we talked about how we wanted our 18th birthdays to be like. Our dream 18. It suddenly occurred to me im gonna be 18 soon, no longer 17, 2 years away from sec school. I hate growing up. Its something that has always been bugging me since young. I have no idea how my birthday this year would be. I dont wanna celebrate. (do i?)
Today i was happy. & then i was upset again. I was reminded of how love was just a game, and u were a player never meant to stay.
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