So i just decided not to go school today. Had one hard cry last night, my head hurts like shit. and i woke up one hour late this morning. After heading back to sleep, i woke up late AGAIN for the 10pm lecture. Now, i decided to skip it all together.
Yay, so we're going down to china1 after my work today.
10:05 AM
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School and work has been taking up all my time for the past 4 days. There are so many deadlines to meet, my god. When will i ever have time to visit ChinaOne again? So works been not bad though im sure i'll be pretty upset if i cant take off on the 19th. I dont wanna miss the trip to Goodwood Park hotel. Damn. I even have to update my blog at the school library. sighs.
okay. its time to go home now :D
6:27 PM
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Omg. I hate that stranger in my house.
7:08 PM
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nothing i do is gonna make us closer.
nothing i say can bring us back.
every dream i had was about how i lost u.
i miss walking to school with u.
i miss your sunday reminders to bring my tie on mondays.
i miss studying at your home.
i miss the hugs.
i miss the daily punctual 10pm calls.
i miss your voice.
i miss the way u used to call me.
Dont feel the heartache for me.
Its too much to bear. It hurts too much.
6:25 PM
Last night was love at china one. The bucket of beer, wedges, free cosmopolitan by the bartender & the california fitness caucasian. I love nights like this. I dont have to remember anything. The highness for that moment took my heartache away.
Im definitely going back.
for him.
8:43 PM
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Heaven might be a nice place to go to.
4:54 PM
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I hate to be reminded how indecisive i amI really see history repeating itself.
10:54 PM
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I went out with my cousin yesterday and got myself new wedges! I love it love it love it. But guess what, my forever21 order got cancelled again. Fuck! I just hope they will arrive in the stores soon. Oh anyways, gotta thank justin for coming to lunch with me or else i would be so lonely. Work is tiring but at least my colleagues are nice peeps :) But i really really wanna goto the States. Yes, im starting it again. I dont need lovei know i dont
11:55 PM
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So cute. I love lil caucasians :)
I have been so busy with work i dont have the time & energy to blog. Slaving my feet off at G-Star for 4 days straight aint sweet. & todays my off day before i go work again tomorrow. But i cant wait for my pay! Ed's back from Hongkong. Bought me a bag, necklace and some cute keychain thing. Ok, i wanna slap him for not getting me any adicolour stuff. My gran's back from china too! Yay.
I thought u will change after your trip
it all seems so the night u came back.
but once again, im wrong
love isnt sweet. not the slightest bit.
Drinking, anyone?
1:02 PM
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Seriously, hes the only guy who will go cam whoring with me la. & thats so good cause im not alone. Ha ha!
Sentosa yesterday was quite fun though it rained and joanne, yvonne and me couldnt tan enough. But we chilled at Sunset Bay for at least 4 hours with the guy there who entertained us and treated us to 3 jugs of cocktail. Drinking is like so expensive. Oh man, i am really so broke i dont know how to survive till sunday. darn.
Im working tomorrow :(
Goodnight dear diary.
12:07 AM
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I spent the whole of this week's allowance at F21. Now, im gonna eat grass for the rest of this week. Damn.
11:31 PM
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I am so freaking tired. Luckily, i have no work tmr! :D yays. So i am going shopping. like finally. Please, i dont even have time to go Forever21 although i work at wisma. But i went to zara today and they are like so irritating la. That time i bought a white tunic/dress from them at marina. And it had like some defects so i requested them to call up other outlets to check if they have it size s. They told me no more, so i bought that "last" piece. & Guess what, i saw THREE of the same tunic/dress today at taka. All in size SMALL. fuck, i am so angry can. Damn liars.
anyways, it was hanging out with joanne and kelvin after work. They waited for me to knock off and we went down to brewerks (again) :)) Watched that last 15 mins of the england match there, ate salad, and drank abit. & i cabbed home with kelvin with some moments of cam-whoring. Oh by the way, i made some sales today! Work is fun, so far so good. i am so proud of myself. Ha ha ha. I feel like buying a couple g star stuff myself. I think im gonna finish spending my pay in advance. Tonight's supper was like 111 bucks. Thanks ar, kelvin.
I love pictures. I just regretted not bringing my coloursplash out.



Tata.
1:43 AM
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Work is tiring. No doubt bout it. My feet hurts from standing. & i realised that wearing sneakers hurt more then heels. Im working tmr again. gee. But i will hang on, and push up sales :D I try.
My grandma's left for China already. Boohoo. I miss her already. and ed is leaving tmr. What the hell. i am so upset.
=( i shall go to bed. oh yes, World Cup 2006 begins today!
1:53 AM
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Blackboard is being such a bitch. I have to complete all my e-learning assignment by tmr, caue im working at 12.30. & it has to lag. Bloody hell.
I am so disorganised now. I need to pack my table, do my e-learning, and figure out that number belongs to which bitch. Im going crazy.
At the end of the day,i just wish we can sit back&watch the stars together.minus all the lies.
9:28 PM
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I got a job! finally :DD
All thanks to joanne. Love her to bitttttssss.
But i think im gonna be so dead. Cause working everyday means that i dont know when i can meet up my proj mates. (yingling, pls dont kill me. i promise i'll do) Sighs. Less shopping time, sleeping time, online-ing time. But more money. Haha. Still im so glad i got the job. Yay.
1:26 PM
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i am afraid, i really am
9:15 PM
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To my good liar, bad lover:each time u hold my waist & give me a hug, u sent shivers down my spine.
& everytime u start to say u love me, deep down i know its a lie.
every picture we took, we seemed so loving. its as though everything was alright.
But still, i know u're gonna leave someday.
why cant i stop falling for you?
love,me
11:14 AM
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Yay! No squeezing with crowds today in town. Went to catch Benchwarmers at marina, and the show is so so funny. I bought something from Zara, & that means i spent more than half of my allowance for this week. :( & im goin out with the bitches later on. I am so going to overspend. Spent quite some time sitting around at Starbucks today. Cause ed's friend is working there and he got us two drinks, a cake, and a tuna bread and another drink. Ha ha! I love the tuna bread and mocha drink. So delicious. oh gosh. im so tired. forever21's havin spree now! should i buy the top i have been eyeing for so long. But that will mean my remaining allowance is gone. & its just the 1st day of the week. darn. I need a job (like always!)
12:16 AM
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I think its time that ah yong learn to manage her time. Haha. Please dont be late anymore la.Shopping today was not so good. I dint buy any clothes cause the sizes dont fit. Darn. Plus, town was so so crowded. I HATE shopping when theres so many people pushing and stuff. All because its the holidays and sale is here. Plus, its the weekends.But still, im going out tmr. teehee
11:44 PM
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Okay, i watched The Da Vinci code today. I dint really understood it, but still i think its a nice movie. But please, i was half asleep in the theatre. Oh yea, i watched it at the Cathay. My first time there for a movie. and i like the washroom - pretty mirrors. All these late nights for 2 weeks plus, i stayed back in school today for 3 bloody hours to finish my project. I have eyebags now. & i can say i am super duper very upset and horrified by my looks. Look what school has done to me. But on a happier note, holidays are here! I have to keep reminding myself of this fact. Ha ha ha. Holidays holidays holidays. Plus, my coloursplash is here. I mean, God, lomo ships out stuff so so quickly :)))I wanna watch more movies.
11:12 PM
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I think i screwed my pscm paper. This sucks.
I still wouldnt say lifes got better. I sure hope it will. Holidays are coming (finally!) and i am quite sure i will miss ed quite abit while hes in hongkong. I hope he misses me too :D lmao.
my heart feels so ouch.
9:04 PM
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