things are going downhill all of a sudden. and these few days havent been good. i dont think screaming into the phone is such a good idea anymore. it bothers only me eventually. random thoughts. looking at things, i dont think i will get my hands on your ps2 anytime soon. i dont even think i'll be talking to u or seeing u as much as last week. not that i care because i think u are so fucked up.
if eating chocolates at 2am kills, then im so dead. i wanna go out and get some photos taken. i am neglecting my coloursplash too much. x'mas decos are too lovely to miss. i have been wanting to go out and do some snapsnap since like forever. but then again, christmas will probably be plan-less and christmas doesnt feel christmasy without christmas trees. oh whatever.
this entry took me forever to finish, cause all of a sudden. i have difficulties expressing myself. enough of shitty nights. for now, i shall hide under the covers abit and seek some comfort in my carebear.