ours, we, us
& the supposedly 3 years
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4th Nov is here for the 3rd time, & it feels weird. knowing that the night might be spent so differently if u were still here. I think time flies. Its a pity i wasted so much of it, doing things i never wanted to and saying things i wished i never did. It seems to be mocking at me every second of the day for not knowing where to go, for not knowing what i really want. Im 18 now, and its supposed to be all that i ever wanted when we were 15. I was wrong, so so wrong. & now, we are all changed into people we barely knew.
im afraid. im afraid of time. im afraid of missing out on the best things in life.
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me, mine, I
& nowhere near u
1:00 AM
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