I think i am so going mad already. Next week are the holidays and then the joyous-est x'mas is here. Two more days of horrible school to be done with, 2 more project deadlines, and then party the weekend away.


Its irritating to know that 2007 is nearing. Like freaking in less than a month. I feel sick about it. Somehow, i wonder why people are so goddamn happy about counting down to the next year. Every second thay count brings them one more second closer to death. & then, 2006 will be another year which i did not achieve anything much. Another year of which slipped past me so easily and meaninglessly. clinging on to people whom i should forget, crying in the nights where i should be sleeping soundly instead, not cherishing people who deserved so much more. Each year passes me and nothing has changed in my life. I dont feel like things have taken a turn for the better, but the number keeps on jumping. Im stuck in my own life while the world just keeps moving on. Im so afraid of new year.

I dont want a new year at all. New years are not fun, they just remind me of how useless i am.

3:15 PM

Comments:

NO sweet.
not like this.
new year is a fresh start for you & for me!
=)
remember?no 1 stays on a single spot.everyone,yes,EVERYONE moves.

# posted by  left her words ;)) : 00:45

 

:( why cant people not move. like jogging on the spot?

# posted by  sandra : 08:31

 

haha because they want see and try new things lol nth remain constant princess lol =)

# posted by  Anonymous : 19:46

 

:( people are never contented.

# posted by  sandra : 22:22

 

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