So many times i'd ask myself why i am still stuck in this very same old spot. I dont know what is it that i am waiting for, but its no longer waiting for your explanations or for time to get past you. Time doesnt heal this wound of mine, at least not yet. Maybe what i need are confessions, stories of every single thing you did to let me down. I can hardly remember any more of our good memories, its been so long since we had any. Most of them are fading gradually, from all the disappointment tears anger hurt and pain. Im not the only one who suffered, u did too. We both deserve someone better in a way or another. Its easier and easier each time for me, to remind me that i can live without you. I know there are still times i feel like i can take on this world all by myself, but the next minute i'll be searching for you to brave all dangers with me.

I dont know, i just need u to be here no matter what we are.

5:31 PM

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xiaotiantian,
glad am i that u're finding it easier to move away.
yet disappointed am i to know that u're still standing @ the very same spot.
yet being someone who's been through those shits,i can tell you it all takes time.
but constantly i'd remind myself"hey,it's over.O-V-E-R."
it aint like driving where there's u-turning at some point of your journey.not for me.
no point putting yourself through the same ol' miseries when you know it's never gonna be the same again.

loves.

# posted by  left her words ;)) : 09:39

 

Are you Sandra?

# posted by  Anonymous : 15:14

 

i guess it really does take time, i dont know how long is it to going to take - to get over everything shit thing that happened, to be able to believe that there is a guy who wont fail me anymore. i dont even think i can love with no reservations anymore. even if im going to move on, where am i going to go? I am afraid.

but im glad that u're here always. heart u loads.

# posted by  sandra : 23:19

 

anon, yes i am. but maybe u could tell me who u are first before asking me. :)

# posted by  sandra : 23:20

 

haah. Was looking around and stumbled onto your blog.

# posted by  Anonymous : 15:09

 

when love comes along & u fall,let yourself fall but of cos,do protect yourself so you dont end up with bruises covering the whole body =)
im sure u know wad i mean.
needless to say more,whenever.

# posted by  left her words ;)) : 23:04

 

i know. :)

# posted by  sandra : 18:42

 

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